I know that most of you noticed that my blog was idle for quite sometime. It is mainly because my dad doesn’t allow me to use the computer during weekdays and I have very limited time whenever I get the chance to go online. To have a 22” desktop monitor while your dad is at your back just watching TV it’s very hard towrite down things I want to express.
My HELL WEEK will start tomorrow up to 20th of October.
As this semester is about to end I would summarize it in one word. DISASTER. This sem is a total waste of money, effort, and time. To be exact, I am expecting 2 failing subjects, 1 dropped and the rest are just literally passing grades.
I could have sworn that I saw all of this coming. I keep blaming the things that happened to me these past months but in the end everything is still my fault. I got affected by all of my problems at home and on school. I let my guards down. I was vulnerable. I lost faith in myself and I made all this stupid decisions.
Regrets do happen in the end. From this event, I hope that I learned many things about life and how cruel it can be. But no matter what happens, I should stand my ground, do my best, prove that I can be whoever I want to be. :)
